Cesc Fabregas has revealed why he left Arsenal nine years ago, conceding to crying after defeats while naming Robin van Persie and Nasri as the only players on his level “mentally and technically” at the club.
Arsene Wenger managed to sign Fabregas as a youngster from Barcelona’s La Masia academy in 2003, and he became the youngest player to appear in the first team in the club’s history a month after his arrival.
The ex-Spain international went on to play in 303 matches across all competitions for Arsenal, becoming a favourite among fans for his exceptional passing range, fierce passion and combative style in midfield.
He was, however, unable to inspire enough success in the form of trophies, with a solitary FA Cup victory the only piece of major silverware he picked up during his stay at Arsenal.
Fabregas ended up going back to Barcelona in 2011, and later made his way back to England with Chelsea before moving to France, where he plays for Monaco.
“I was the captain, I always felt so much pressure on myself,” Fabregas told Arseblog . “I had to lead this team to win something. I gave everything. Sometimes, I used to go home after we lost and I used to cry.
“I used to suffer, I used to spend sleepless nights suffering. And then you lose a game, you’re in the bus like this, destroyed, and then you hear some players laughing, thinking about where they will be going out later.
“This was going on for a few years. We were playing beautiful football and I enjoyed that side of things but I was putting pressure on myself to lead, to do everything and at one point I felt kind of lonely.
“Especially in the last two or three years, I felt Robin and Samir were the only players – it’s not an arrogant thing to say, it’s how I felt at that time – were the players who were at my level mentally and technically.
“Many things came in my head, I have to admit I was a bit empty, I was drained mentally, physically, in my soul knowing I’m giving everything, knowing a few signings the club could have made but didn’t happen.
“Seeing some behaviours from certain players or something like this made me feel I wanted to check something else. If it was not because of that, I would not have left Arsenal at that time.”
